Paranoid Secret

What is your worst nightmare?

Is it a dream of a ghost chasing you to death? A pervert asshole trying to rape you? Falling from a tall building? Drown in the sea? Losing someone you love in the most tragical way? Being impotent or frigid? Losing a part of your body (eyes, legs, arms, etc.)? Or what?

Well, my childhood worst nightmare was:

I didn't know if I was standing or sitting or laying. I couldn't see any light, at all. It should be the eternal darkness. I tried to use my logic and told myself that I SHOULD HAVE BEEN able to see some lights going through my pupils, no matter how dark my room was, from the small ventilation windows above me. But I couldn't. see. anything.
There was no ground. Or floor. Something where I could step my feet on. And nobody was around, either. I was all alone. But I was not afraid of the loneliness. Nor the dark.
The only thing that my senses could say was there was a sound. A very distinct sound. From afar. It was a sound of a hard thing banged on a hard ground.

Bum.
Bum.
Bum.

At first I thought it might be a good thing that I was not the only one in that multi-dimensional world. But my mind said the otherwise. I was in a danger.

Bum.
Bum.
Bum.


The sound was getting louder and louder as it approached me.
Even faster than before.

I tried to run away. But I couldn't. How could I? There was no ground!!!
I tried to roll myself.. in case I was laying down. But I couldn't either. No ground!
I panicked and tried to move every single part of my body. But they were actually numb. I couldn't feel them. I couldn't move them. I couldn't command them as I pleased. I couldn't do anything with myself!

Bum. Bum. Bum.

Bum. Bum. Bum.

Bum. Bum. Bum.

Then I woke up. Just before the thing, which must be very huge, fell on me.
Before I died.

4 comments:

  1. Anonymous1:31 pm

    thank God you're not dead yet :)

    YND

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  2. Thanks Yen. :) *hug*

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  3. serem emange mimpimu. medeni! opoo kok tau2 cerita ini? apa barusan mimpi lagi???

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  4. sudah lama kok ga mimpi itu. tapi berhubung arek2 ngomel gara2 blogku jarang tak update, aku jadi kepikiran nulis itu aja. ga ada ide soalnya. hahaha... tp beneran lho.. itu mimpi yg paling tak takutin sepanjang masa kanak2ku.

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