Mood: bored, empty, confused.
I actually don't look like what mood I'm having at the moment. But feeling weird somehow that I've spent quite a hard time to sleep a wink at night - while normally it's never a problem considering my tight schedule and limited time for sleep.
This may be a loneliness or something.. both mentally and physically. But my expectation is not just to spend a fun time with nobody. It must be sweet to be loved and cared for.. Occassionally getting attentions and letting go some burdens in mind. A little spoiled.. Man, when can I enjoy that again?
Am crazy about Paul Walker - Brian O'Conner in 2 Fast 2 Furious - at the moment. He looks like somebody I admire very much in a way. But still... *blank eyes staring at nothing* The loneliness stays. Wish there's something real fun coming up.
I actually don't look like what mood I'm having at the moment. But feeling weird somehow that I've spent quite a hard time to sleep a wink at night - while normally it's never a problem considering my tight schedule and limited time for sleep.
This may be a loneliness or something.. both mentally and physically. But my expectation is not just to spend a fun time with nobody. It must be sweet to be loved and cared for.. Occassionally getting attentions and letting go some burdens in mind. A little spoiled.. Man, when can I enjoy that again?
Am crazy about Paul Walker - Brian O'Conner in 2 Fast 2 Furious - at the moment. He looks like somebody I admire very much in a way. But still... *blank eyes staring at nothing* The loneliness stays. Wish there's something real fun coming up.
wah, kalo paul walker aku juga mauu :D ..
ReplyDeleteHi Carla!
ReplyDeleteI just gone done through reading ALL of your post back to back.
I didn't know that the gays over there had their own language. That's cool.
Also you seem to worry about pick-pockets and thieves a lot over there. Is it really that big of a problem or are you exaggerating? I don't meant to sound accusing or angry or anything like that. I'm just naturally curious.
I will have to try your recipe sometime but sadly I'm a very very very bad cook haha
Paul Walker is very cute but so is Johnny Depp ;)
I agree that people should be proud of the color of the skin.
You seem like a sweet girl with a good sense of humor. Your blog is going on my favorites list as well :)
Your friend, Dana
Yay, Dana.. glad you dropped by. :) Well do I exaggerate this pickpocket issue? Uhm.. I don't think so, considering the gap between the rich and the poor here is just too...o wide. You'll be safer if you have your own car though. Since I don't, I'm an alive witness of many street crimes. :P Nevertheless, I enjoy watching people's actions in the real street life. :)
ReplyDeleteI used to be Johnny Depp's fan when I was little. While this Paul.. he isn't exactly my type.. but in a way he really looks like my then sort-of boyfriend. *giggles*
Cheers, Carla.